Dopple!Harry J. Potter

[Hexed Against D!Ginny]

I can still hear her in my head whining and complaining Harry Potter you don't love me. Harry Potter, you're so selfish. Harry Potter, you don't give me anything. Harry Potter, you don't care about anyone other than yourself.  Over and over and over again. It's like nails on a fucking chalkboard. Just the constant repetitive comments, and the bitterness. She is so damn bitter about everything I do. I told her I didn't want a relationship, and I backed off when she didn't want to see me. That's perfectly fine. Then, she came back. If I'm such a bad guy, then why the hell would anyone come back? That's what crazy people do. Then what does she do? Everything I tell her not to. You'd think after years of this back and forth, she'd realize that maybe we shouldn't be around each other, but no. And what is with her obsession with my love life? She knows she's just going to get mad about it, but she brings it up, anyway.

It's over. I'm done. I don't understand why it took so long, but it is. I can't be friends with someone who's  a worst critic of myself than I am.
[/Hexed Against D!Ginny]

Kaylee, I hear you got into some trouble. Good job. What did you do?

Mum, I hope you had a lovely birthday. I'm hoping I could pop by the house and give you your gift? When might you be around?

Drinks. I need drinks, and I need them, now. They're on me. Who wants in? I don't have long, I'll be taking a trip by the end of the week, so catch me while I'm still free.

I hear Yemen is lovely this time of year.

No.. not particularly...

Here's to poor decisions and bad ideas.

I need to get back to work, as soon possible. I think I'll be in the city for a while, though to be honest, I can't say that I really want to. More that I need to. I'm feeling torn. I'd like to remain, but there are good reasons to disappear. I should stop avoiding my problems.

I'm getting scruffy. I can't decide if I should keep it. I rather like it. That, and I'm too lazy.

Anyone for drinks?

[01!Ginny & 01!Harry]
We didn't get off on the right food. I'd like to apologize for that. Sort of.

[01!Gwen]
I believe I owe you a coffee. I have questions about your world.

Private to D!Ginny
You are truly ridiculous, you know that? But, you're right. We shouldn't spend time together. It seems you want a boyfriend, or nothing, and right now, I'm seeing someone else. We're not compatible. Not for a long term relationship, and if that means you don't want to be friends, then this will be the last thing I write to you.
/Private

I'm packing a bag for New Years. I'll be going on another trip. This time, not traveling for work, but for New Years in Paris. I've been told it's lovely during New years. The Baston family throws quite a party this time of year. I hear they have a magical masquerade. Literally.

I will be back shortly, however. Just in time to spend time with Kaylee before she heads off to Hogwarts.

Alright. I need a break from holiday shopping. Does anyone want to go out to the pub or get some coffee?

Private to Family (D!Remus Included)
So, what exactly is going on for the holidays? When are we meeting? Is anyone inviting anyone else? Hopefully not myself. I need to make sure I bought gifts for everyone.

Private to D!Ginny
Tell me when you're done your man hating. Until then, I'll be with my family, you know, the people who you're disappointing.

Private Mora
I am incredibly bored, and when I'm bored, I think about you.

[Hexed Private]
Christ, I can't move. I have a blistering headache, and after two showers, I still smell like sex. I can't see my parents like this. I should post-pone this family outing until I can cover each of these bruises.
[/End]

Right now, even the smell of rubbing alcohol makes me want to vomit. I spent most of my day yesterday in bed, then decided to go shopping. Why the hell would I do that?

Needless to say it was a bad day.

I'll never drink again. As in, I don't think it's physically possible for me to drink again. My body will just reject any and all alcohol.

[Hexed Private to the woman from the other night]
I want to see you again.
[/End]

I feel it's my moral obligation to buy more holiday cards in order to makeup for what I've been lacking in presence, good behavior, and a generally chipper attitude.

The strange hours are catching up with me. Damned time change. I've been exhausted, but with so much going on, it looks like I'll have some work ahead of me. This is what happens when you're gone for over a month, I suppose.

[Private D!Ginny]
Do you think you'll need help decorating your tree a bit more? And, are you sure about Christmas? I don't want you to be on your own.

If you refuse to come to us, I'll have to come to you for a while.
[/End]

I plan on doing some more holiday shopping today.

Wasn't I supposed to meet someone, today? I can't remember.

It's been some time, but I've finally returned from my "extended vacation". Japan was incredible. I studied some some interesting old magic while I was there and met incredible people.  I would like to thank Kumiko, my lovely tour guide for such a detailed and... stimulating tour of the sights and all activities they have to offer.

I also enjoyed Quebec, though other than work there wasn't as much to do, as I'd hoped. Nice atmosphere, however.

[To D!James, D!Lily, & Kaylee]
Mum, Dad, I'm on my way home. I've stopped in the U.S. to visit Ginny Weasley before I head home. I brought all sorts of gifts. I haven't forgotten, this year. No cleverly crafted last minute cards, though, I'm sure they will be missed.

Kaylee, I didn't conveniently  forget like the year you pissed me off right before Christmas. I think I got you a few good things, as well.

I'll see you all when I get home.
[/D!James, D!Lily, & Kaylee]

As for my extended family, I've brought things for you all, as well. I'll see you all when I get back in a few days.

( DoppleHarry J. Potter )